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Wednesday, 3 February 2016

A Vantage Point

When I was growing up in Belfast, we lived quite high up on a hill.  Looking out from our rear-facing windows, we could see Stormont in one direction, and in another direction, we looked right over the city of Belfast, with the cranes of Harland and Wolff standing loftily in the foreground.  As a young child, one thing I loved doing with my Dad was going for long walks.  One walk took us up a country lane to the very top of the hill.  There was a farm gate where we used to stand and look down on the house where we lived.  It looked tiny from our vantage point.  On a clear day, if we took our binoculars, we could see ships travelling up and down Belfast Lough, cars being driven down the winding road on the hill opposite and I always thought we were really lucky to enjoy such a view. 

There’s always something special about a vantage point – a special place where the view is extra spectacular.  For many years Peter and myself spent our holidays in mid-Wales – and it was always part of our plans to drive up into the mountains to get the incredible views of the countryside. Seeing nature in all of its splendour always made me feel closer to God, even in those times when life was so tough that finding God in the everyday was a challenge.  To be in the wilderness with only the sounds of nature – the trickling of a stream, the calls of sheep on the hillsides, the shrill cry from a raptor soaring high on the thermals, the gentle buzzing of insects flying by, it is refreshing and calming.  Somehow, being above the landscape made me feel just that little closer to God as I looked in awe at the expanse of creation below.

When I turn to my Bible I find that some truly great things happened in high places.  Moses received the Ten Commandments, Jesus was tempted, Jesus was transfigured and we know Jesus often retreated to more remote places to teach his disciples.  When Elisha flees for his life to Mount Horeb (1 Kings 19) the mountain of God, he takes refuge in a cave. When instructed, he goes out and stands on the mountain waiting for the presence of the Lord to pass by.  The Lord wasn’t in the wind, or the earthquake, or the fire, but came as a gentle whisper.  When we retreat to our vantage point, we are removed temporarily from our difficulties and can be more receptive to the still small voice of calm, the quiet whisper reminding us that God is alongside us and will never leave us or forsake us.  For those precious moments, our troubles are dwarfed by the greatness of God and the beauty of creation and we are comforted.

However special our times in the lonely places may be, we always have to come back to reality, to the hardships and the uncertainties, but we do so better equipped and strengthened by our encounter.  We go back to our challenges as Elisha did, with God on our side.

Breathe through the heats of our desire 
thy coolness and thy balm; 
let sense be dumb, let flesh retire; 
speak through the earthquake, wind, and fire, 
O still, small voice of calm; 
O still, small voice of calm.

Saturday, 19 September 2015

Refugees Welcome!

In recent weeks, our news reports have been filled with the plight of the thousands of people fleeing their home country for a better life in Western Europe.  Feelings on both sides have been running high and the tension between Governments and the refugees has intensified.  It took the grim photo of a tiny boy washed up on a beach to focus people's attention and there is a glimmer of hope that more of these people will find refuge.

Last Saturday, London District abandoned some of their Synod agenda to join a protest march to Downing Street.  Many Methodist clergy were there in their dog collars as a very visible presence, standing in solidarity with the refugees.  On that day, even though I was unable to march, I was proud to be a London Methodist.  Social responsibility sits at the very core of what Methodism stands for and it sat at the very core of Jesus' ministry too.

Surely in our response to this crisis, we must ask ourselves the question "What would Jesus do?"  That must be our guiding thought, and when we have accepted that, to follow through by appropriate action.  Support charities, local initiatives, lobby MPs and most of pray that the situation improves dramatically.

Thursday, 5 March 2015

The Great Commandment

Jesus never missed an opportunity to challenge those he encountered.  Reading the Gospels, you get the impression that he just couldn't hold back from each opportunity to put people on the spot and make them think.  If you turn to Matthew 22: 34-40, we read of Jesus answering a question from the Pharisees on what was the greatest commandment.  The Pharisees were obsessed by the law - they had volumes of rules governing all aspects of human life.  Jesus' reply was a show-stopper for those who were trying to lure him into a trap:  Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.  This is the first and greatest commandment.  And the second is like it.  Love your neighbour as yourself.

Who is our neighbour?  When Jesus said these words, he didn't just mean those who live above us and beside us.  He meant everyone.  The commandment is tough because it demands that we love the unloveable.  It demands we pay attention and be gracious to those who don't count amongst our friends and that's not easy.

The first commandment remains no less challenging today than it was for those who heard Jesus speak those words nearly 2000 years ago.  To love the Lord with all our heart, all our soul and with all your mind - how does that work in practice?  It has to mean leading God-centred rather than self-centred lives.  It means putting faith before fortune, faith before pleasure, and that we enter into a personal relationship with God through Jesus.  It means following Jesus' example in our dealings with others and upholding Kingdom values in a society that sometimes can feel quite hostile to those with religious conviction.

We know we are getting closer to keeping the Great Commandment when we sense the conflict between our day-to-day lives and our commitment to God.  It becomes more real when we are confronted with a sense of calling, when we are prompted by the Holy Spirit to pursue ministry, local preaching or other service of the church.

If we all strived to keep those two commandments, what a different place the world would be.  It is however, a glimpse of our future.  A glimpse of the time when God's Kingdom will be fully established.

Saturday, 24 January 2015

Fearfully and Wonderfully Made

Psalm 139:13-18 NIV
[13] For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. [14] I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. [15] My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. [16] Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. [17] How precious to me are your thoughts, God! How vast is the sum of them! [18] 18 Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand— when I awake, I am still with you. …

Psalm 139 is beautiful, it reminds us that we are created by a wonderful God.  We are part of creation, part of his grand design for this world.  It also reminds us that God never leaves us, we cannot escape him.  Not even if we run to the farthest corner, God is there.

That is such a wonderful thing to remember when we feel burdened or  even at our wits end.  No matter how desperate our situation, we are never alone.

Some will say that if God really cared, we wouldn't have to face such difficulties, but that is the price of our free will, that is the price of evil having entered our world.

We are indeed fearfully and wonderfully made.  Let us walk hand in hand with the one who created us.

Sunday, 18 January 2015

Speak Lord, your servant is listening

Today's Old Testament reading came from 1 Samuel 3:1-10.  It's the account of God calling the young boy, Samuel.   As a child, this always had a special meaning and I promised that if God ever called me, I would respond just like Samuel.

It is a profound experience to hear God's call.  It brings with it great responsibility to honour His Name and fulfil His purposes.  As a fully accredited local preacher, I have begun that journey God has mapped out for me, and I am sure there are a few more hurdles to climb before my ultimate purpose will be revealed.





Thursday, 31 July 2014

Love has a price

The last three weeks have been difficult - in spite of the joy of being accredited as a local preacher.  Amidst the happiness, three people I have known and cared about have passed away - two of them quite suddenly and unexpected.  Love has a price - we love, accepting that any parting that comes will have a certain amount of pain attached to it.

1 Corinthians 13 is all about the importance of love - no matter what we do, no matter what we achieve, if we do not love, it all counts for nothing.  In loving others we leave ourselves open and vulnerable.  Vulnerable to the pain of disagreement, vulnerable to the pain of bereavement and sometimes it's not until we are without the person we regarded as a friend, we realise just how much that friendship meant to us.

Love is the foundation on which the Kingdom of God is built, without it, the Kingdom would be overwhelmed with the hatred and self-interest that threatens our world.  Jesus loved - if we read the story of Jesus and Lazarus, we read that when Jesus heard that Lazarus had died, that he wept.

When we accept Kingdom values as Christians, love for others is an intrinsic part of our discipleship. We cannot escape it, we cannot ignore it.  Our lives become intertwined and our lives are enriched by love shared with other people, and when love hurts, we must reflect on the great truth that love represents the very nature of God himself.

I give thanks for my friends whose passing I now mourn and I give thanks for the love shown to me by others.  I give thanks for friends who see beyond my faults and failings and love me unconditionally. We are reminded of the perfect love of God summed up so perfectly in Charles Wesley's wonderful hymn:

Love divine, all loves excelling,
Joy of heaven to earth come down;
Fix in us thy humble dwelling;
All thy faithful mercies crown!
Jesus, Thou art all compassion,
Pure unbounded love Thou art;
Visit us with Thy salvation;
Enter every trembling heart.

and the last verse....

Finish, then, Thy new creation;
Pure and spotless let us be.
Let us see Thy great salvation
Perfectly restored in Thee;
Changed from glory into glory,
Till in heaven we take our place,
Till we cast our crowns before Thee,
Lost in wonder, love, and praise.

God bless you!

Monday, 21 July 2014

The Dawn of a New Beginning

Today is a new dawn, a new beginning as one of Mr Wesley's preachers.  It was a truly special service last night when we gathered with folk from around the Circuit and some visiting friends to say farewell to Rev Bill Tardy, and for the accreditation of Syntiche Dedji and myself as local preachers.  There was a real sense of joy, a real sense of celebration as a packed church opened the service by singing 'O for a thousand tongues to sing'.  The service was led by our Superintendent, Rev Geoff Cornell.

The rain poured down outside, thunder rumbled, but nothing could dampen the spirits of those within Bush Hill Park Methodist Church.  Geoff's sermon was exactly right for the occasion and he always manages to give food for thought.  We learned new hymns too, and that always helps!

It was special to stand alongside Syntiche and make my responses as we were formally presented to the Superintendent and recognised as local preachers within The Methodist Church.  We were presented with our Bible and our letter from the President.  The next hymn was my favourite, 'Blessed Assurance', the singing was absolutely wonderful and boosted by Alan Combes playing his trumpet.

What was most amazing was the love that was so evident.  I came away feeling truly loved.  I didn't think it was possible to be hugged by so many people in one hour.  Friends came, not because they are part of my past, but because they are part of my present. 

So now a new chapter dawns as one of Mr Wesley's preachers.  I go forward empowered and enabled by the Holy Spirit to live out the ministry to which I have been called.  It isn't a weekend thing, it is a 24/7 thing.  It is a lifelong responsibility.

We will walk the path that will cost us much,
And endure the pain and sorrow.
We will will trust in one who entrusts to us
The disciples of tomorrow.

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